Monday, December 20, 2004
â 6:45 AM
several things to clarify...
1...I'm not looking for anyone!!!!i'm contented being single...take a queue no. and wait till i'm ready...everytime i go out on a date i can die...i absolutely hate the getting to know each other and being comfortable stage...prospective applicants may start applying requirements have been released...if unsure of this requirements, read my friendster webpage...it's sabrina with the garfield picture...haha...but if prince charming does drop by...dont worry i wont slam the door on ur face...
2...This is my blog...it's my bloody right what gets posted here ok...not happy dont readlah...i dont care...this is for my pleasure...not urs...so mr so and so and so...take a hike...
3...RH is terrifying...i'm so scared i'll screw up...Alex expects a lot from the 2 of us...so scary...what if i screw up...some one dies or even worse complains...that's it man...i'll get thrown out of the course...ok sabrina breathe...i've been holding my breath since the start of no 3...take a deep breath and exhale...inhale exhale...god i'm crazy and looney...everyone is watching us...the clerk the doctor the cleaner...every living soul in that department is watching us...alex believes it's a fairer way of excessing us...ok breathe again...i've never felt so watched...so judged...9 more days...ok i can do this...i think...oh god...why isnt there someone i can call and bleargh everything out to...someone suggested getting a bf...but please...u dont get such a person...the more u look for something the more it eludes u...i'm done with the chasing...i'm not going to fall for someone and make the 1st move...so i'll just wait around to be found...
p.s:i think it's absolutely terrifying to ask a gal out when u barely know them...plus u've never spoken to them b4...msn and e-mails dont count...haha...i always believe in group dates in the initial stages...but not with other couples...then i'll be forced to talk to u only cos i dont know anyone else also n everyone else is busy with their partners...big no2...